Yesterday marked 2 years since Andrew proposed. Yes. He proposed on Halloween.
Not that I cared, of course! ;)
We had gone out with friends for a quick photo shoot. It had started raining that afternoon so we were only able to shoot for about 30 minutes or so. Why the photo shoot? At that time, Andrew was headed to Iraq in four short weeks as a subcontractor with the Air Force.
We had gone to one of our favorite spots down by the Arkansas River. We sat there as the sun faded, listening to the water gently splashing. I wasn't prepared in the slightest. We got up the leave and, when I noticed he wasn't follow, I turned around to find him down on one knee. Tears came to my eyes and my throat closed at his heartfelt and love-filled words followed.
When no answer was forth coming from me, he finally got up and gently led me to a bench. I was so excited and deliriously happy -
this is what I had been waiting for him to ask for
ten years. Once I finally calmed down, I told him to ask me again. He did. And I, of course, said you betcha! ;)
He slid that ring on my finger and I had never felt more content. I had never known such a peace. I was right smack in the middle of where God wanted me and I
knew it. I kept looking at my ring all night long, and I couldn't help but giggle and grin like a woman in love.
The next day we attended a friend's wedding...I was excited to finally be able to share that we were engaged. We arrived to find that everyone knew already through another friend of ours. I was um, bitterly disappointed to say the least. I told a scrawny total of 4 of my friends....since everyone knew at the wedding before we even arrived.
I struggled with that for a long time. I had waited and waited and waited for my turn. And it was ruined. I wasn't able to see the surprise, love, and happiness for me on my friends faces when I told them. That moment was taken away from me by another.
But...you know what? In the end, it didn't matter. They knew just the same as if I had told them. They still celebrated with me. Sure, it hurt. I was disappointed, but life moves on. I don't think my friend even realized what they did in taking that moment from me. A moment I will never get back. It took me a long time to get over that but, with wedding details quickly filling up every. single. moment. of my time, I soon did.
We celebrated with our families. I can't say that our parents were surprised. We rejoiced and laughed with those we love...those who mean the most to us. We were ecstatic to begin this new phase of life. To join our lives together forever.
When we said our
I do's just a short five months later, it was a sweet, sweet time for us. Our dream was finally becoming our reality. Oh, we have our days...just like every other couple. But with every day, with every kiss, with ever tiff, with every look...it just gets better. Our love grows and changes daily.
Thank, babe, for loving me. I am so glad God led our families together through our homeschool group so long ago. Who could have known how far the Lord would bring us?
Yours Forever & Always,
<3 Meg